just another final step to achieve my dream.

can't wait. :)

what was i so care about actually?
dumb me.
i dont wana be someone who can be influenced so easily by other people.
i dont wana standin on only one side even though i have to be dumped by another side who is not considerate and understandin enough.
i chose to stay away when i know our directions and mindsets are totally headin towards different way.
i dont wana care about sacrifices that i have made as long i think its worth it even though i may not get what i want.
what's the big deal of it?
workin in real society is transformin me to another person.
i dont wana be.
so i chose to stay away.
dont judge me with ur thinkin.
dont even try to change me with ur thoughts.
i dont wana be u.

for disappointin all of your wishes.

i dont even wana face myself now.

gonna go face the wall.

-.-

*handsome* :))

cryin in heart whenever i listen to this song.

reminds me of every saddest thing in my life.

touchin song ever.

things that happened 

and feeling of fear and lonely 

made me realized 

of how dependent i am 

when you're around.

*sobs*

the exam day is approachin and so my moody period is here again..
no mood to work. no mood to study.
no mood to do everythin.
hate that i have to study and workin at the same time.
that i have to keep thinkin all my successful frens 
who already escape from become an ACCA slaves 
but im still strugglin and stressin with it.
even though i know that wont help anythin.
but duh, how i wish i can control my mind not to think about it.
lookin at my current situation, i just hope that im able to give my best.
thats all. 
seriously, cant wait to flee from this kind of life soon.

在很久很久以前
你拥有我 我拥有你
在很久很久以前
你离开我 去远空翱翔

外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很精彩
我会在这里衷心的祝福你

每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期