i've found a job !!
applied for every possible jobs after previous company not holdin his promise 
and my friends workin there did not even dare to ask for me.
received countless number of calls for interview 
and rejected those that location are not convenient for me.
finally accepted some companies and went for 2 interviews 
the 2nd interview was challengin but fun so i managed to pull it through
then i got a confirm call from the 2nd company, which im quite like it as well, 
on that day itself just as im back home +.=
i did not consider too long and accepted their offer 
and then rejected the rest of interview arrangements lolx
and i got myself a better offer compared to the previous one +.^


cant wait to start work d heeeeeeeeeeee +.^

i don't know. i really don't.

If you love someone, 

you have to let them go.
If they come back, they are yours.

If not, they never were.

If its meant to be, love always finds its way.

gona meditate this to myself

from now on.

even i still couldnt stop myself

from being heartache.

im not supposed to be selfish.

im not supposed to be the obstacle.

im gona be happy for you.

:')

im back !!
for a week already heeee
got to meet my family and baby after for so long
life has been ok with me stayin at home
doin house chores and facebook
until i went cameron with baby :D
we enjoyed alot there
and then im back home 
with more house chores, nothin else to do in facebook 
and start searchin for job already
but some things that i dislike never changed 
that make me starts to feel not right for stayin at home all the time
i wana work so desperately now. 

  the jumper that i bought for him looks so smart on him :))