It’s killing me already for missing you.

Please let me miss you with my mouth smiling.

Not crying.

:)

i duno why i always have problem in makin new friends.

gahhh!!!!
like i care much about it.

today a group of us went to casino that is near to our hostel.
i can finally truly feel how addictive it will be
for those who just started or likes to gamble.
no matter they have win or lose, 
they will still wana continue to try their luck again, 
hoping to get more or get back what they lose.
and of course i did not join them~
u can say i kiasu but im really glad that im not one of them.
i ordered cocktail with some of them 
and sit at the corner, just to look around.
so in the end, everyone lose 
from at least 2 pounds to at most 10 pounds.


i wanted to go back home early 
but a guy of our group just cant stop playing haih.
this makes me cannot see my baby wake up in the mornin 
and watch him leave the room to college argh =.=


i guess i wont be back there again.

watchin baby sleepin for the whole night 
is like watchin malaysia version of paranormal activity
there were sounds come from the room 
and i was imagine somethin pop out out of no where lolx
but i dun feel scared at all 
instead i smile whenever i look at the screen of him sleepin

its like we never be apart.
its like we are still physically being with each other now :)

So far yet so near.

 

LOL!!

:p

im not hopin to see this
after rushin back from uni
just to see a warm smilin face
that i waited for all day long.


i promise i will eat proper meal everyday
but u have to tell me if anythin happen
it just scares me for u behavin like this.


i want to see ur smillin face again
next time and every time.




call me when u're sober.

every mornin i wake up,

the first thing that always comes into my mind is:

" what time is m'sia now? "

guys,

im not havin fun, yet.

im still feelin lonely here.

im missin all of u..

13.5 hours in plane and 4.5 hours of waitin for transit is really torturin.
i have no appetite to eat anythin and havin serious jet lag problem now.
my mind is as blur as im in m'sia time of 5am.
and now i just only informed to meet on this sunday for presentation discussion.
come on la, give me a break.
u're already here for a week and im still tryin so hard to adapt leh.
good thing i have a good internet connection here.
so i can skype with baby once i arrived in sheffield hostel room.
not to mention my 1st time using credit card by buyin a bottle of mineral water and chewing gum which cost me RM1.90 in dubai airport heeee.
the buses here are bigger and every seats have seat belts.
the drivers drive quite fast but smooth and steady.
do bring ur own sauce when u eat kfc here.
u have to pay for sauce or else just eat with that dry chicken or whatever.
sheffield is cold and windy.
i have to wear two jackets with a long sleeve shirt inside and glove when im out.
i would consider this as winter semester rather than summer lolx.
u can drink cold water from the pipe here but not the hot water cuz it contains chemical.
i love my room.
all furnitures are made of wood!!
okay thats all for the info now.
i have to continue to unpack my stuff and go to bed at around 11 somethin to heal the jet lag.

ciaoz~

will be missin u very much,

Thoughts

* have been cryin how many times d

in front of baby and also when im alone? *

* im goin alone T.T no friend,

how how how? *

* tired *

* im bringin all of ur wishes to uk with me.

take care everyone :) *

* did i left anythin? +.@ *

dont call me lenglui la,

i feel insulted.

seriously.

LOL

im waitin patiently for my turn to go uk

but right now i just have to be guai and study :(

*sob sob*