good thing she broke up with him.

she is much more prettier and happier now!!

i wish u more happiness, girl  ♥

so u thought u have changed.






think again.
until u know what ur problem is.

argh!!

i've had enough to live under ur shadow.

you're like an evil spirit that made me feel there are eyes over me

makin me extremely uncomfortable in expressin myself.

seeing u bullshit over there but cant do anythin about that.

stop acting holy you stupid jerk.

you have done ruinin my life.

and i wont let myself back into those darker days

where i cant even shout for help.

get rid of my life please.

i've sick enough of u.

mum asked me that question again..

i told her that i never think of that issue at all.

but then i whispered to myself.

even i've always worried bout that,

so what if it really happen?

i cant do anythin also right?

but i choose to trust him..

i duno why but old songs are always the best.

this is why people call them classics.

i was puttin some songs to my phone and realized that

i can never forget their voices even i have tried to ignore them for so long.

i duno what they sing,

but i just duno why they can always managed to pull my heart out

for every single time i listen to their songs.

i love them.

not because their good lookin (i know, some said they arent good lookin at all)

as i was first attracted by their voices, not appearances.

their good attitude towards their career and passion.

their perfectly matched voices.

for those who have tried to stop me from listenin to my favourite songs

im not asking u to accept them

cuz i know either you have not listened to them,

or you are bias.

what i asked for is for you to respect.

you can choose not to like them but others have a choice to do what they like to do.

the same thing goes to you when they are compromisin with what you like, 

even they might not like it.

but they willin to fit in by tryin their best to like what you like.

do you even realize this?

as usual, i know my words dont matter to anyone.
dun get me wrong..
am not expectin anythin to change :)

i wana laugh with you

for the rest of my life

i need time to digest.

it's recoverin, slowly.

have been tryin to avoid some awkward moments if possible.

not that i hate u, nor that i dun like u.

perhaps im just too scared to offend u without realize myself.

at anytime, in anyway.

it's just scary.

Baby and I were working in klcc as event crew for a movie special screening show of Pirates of the Caribbean 4.
it's the first ever screening in the whole m'sia!!
we were dressed up like a pirate and giving out free tickets for the winners.
but in the end almost more than half of the people didnt turn up and so we took the extra tickets to watch ourselves hehe.
we thought we will be sitting at the very front row but due to too many empty places around, we got to sit at the middle row lolx!!
this job was quite fun, i did enjoy it, and the movie was just okok caused i still prefer the 3rd wan hehe.

okay, time to sleep ~

i can still smile and remember the past clearly 
when i was reminded of you today.

those tears, have now become a part of my beautiful memories.

happy birthday :)

since when i started to open my mouth, 

show my teeth and smile when takin photos?

since i become truly happy +.^

i guess assured myself that i was just thinkin too much.

i decided to give myself a break today hehe.

not studyin!!

weeeeeeeeeeee~

p/s: congrates to baby, jasmine, ae and simon too :)

i was studyin p2 and realised that bankruptcy of customer is an adjusting event.

+.= shit..

now im not really lookin forward for tmr already.

sometimes i disagreed to what people think, the way people talk and their another way of doing things.

sometimes i feel irritated lookin at them and sometimes i would ewwwww at them myself in my heart.

but seriously, who am i to judge?

since me myself is an irritatin existence to certain kind of people also haha.

what we talked about other people, in the end we're just referrin back to ourselves.

why am i always doin somethin that im not supposed to do
and regret straightaway at a few seconds later.




hate it.

Bye Bye Cameron Highlands :D

Hello Real World :S

有些成长，来自成人。

A part of growth comes from the adults.

Isn't this true?

Or perhaps it's just applicable to both of us.

If you're thinkin otherwise,

kindly ignore and leave.

Be clear that this is my blog. my story. my life.

Changin my thinkin from "I want this, I hope that.." to "How bout you?"

Changin my words from "Ok!!" to "See how first la hehe"

are just to refrain myself from being "over-excitement" that causes "over-disappointment" to "expected".

are makin me being not so demandin all the time, but being satisfied with what i've owned.

It works, sometimes.

If u really want to make us so embarrassed,

I rather not to speak it up at all.

I rather not even want to concern about it at all.

Luckily I still haven't start study yet.

So I still can swallow all these shits.