what was i so care about actually? dumb me. i dont wana be someone who can be influenced so easily by other people. i dont wana standin on only one side even though i have to be dumped by another side who is not considerate and understandin enough. i chose to stay away when i know our directions and mindsets are totally headin towards different way. i dont wana care about sacrifices that i have made as long i think its worth it even though i may not get what i want. what's the big deal of it? workin in real society is transformin me to another person. i dont wana be. so i chose to stay away. dont judge me with ur thinkin. dont even try to change me with ur thoughts. i dont wana be u.